Pretty Soon

Take you high with me in broken bits. Soaring on altitude as my sanity splits. I drag you out from my mouth like swallowed thread. Spit you out of the window where the clouds spread. Damned this idea could never be defined. And I didn't know you'll be gone in no time. But I'll rise... Continue Reading →



Why I say what I say: Maybe, I mean exactly what I say. Or maybe not. Maybe, I don't want you to know what I don't say. Or maybe, I want you to figure out that there are few unsaid things. Maybe, I'm trying to manipulate you. Maybe, I want you to unnecessarily think about... Continue Reading →

Things of no importance

When I woke up this morning in this new city, I felt nostalgic. As if a part of me was somewhere misplaced. A part that I deliberately left behind. But the truth is, when you decide to move forward, there is always something that you have to leave. I was always aware of that,  but... Continue Reading →


I beg you in my bated breath to let me fix you.  I cannot see such beautiful thing so terribly misaligned.  I'm no master but let me try.  In return I'll let you make a mess of me the way you'd please.  And once you're fixed,  if you're fixed, maybe you can fix me back.


You may be devastated with no hopes, tumbling down toward your doom. I may be depleted, crossing out the corners of my universe, have no metaphoric home. We can still mix and fix our remaining ruins, crack a fire, make some magical shit. No, we won't be normal in this process. We may burn this... Continue Reading →


If I could plug my fingers in your bones, I can make you glow. If we could give us a chance to blend, we can get the energy flow. We've lost opportunities. We've ruined each other time and again. But we haven't run out of love yet. Even if we'll start late, we can always... Continue Reading →


A disputed queen of destruction*  as if she were secretly mating with the hounds. Her eyes penetrated shadows. Her soul was vantablack abound. She chewed her buccal, shunned the appalling swines. Often she suffered but eventually turned out fine. Daunting damsel, she had a lot to offer other than howl, hunt, hurt or hiss. Haunted... Continue Reading →


How often I wish to chop you up, smudge you down, wrap you in a paper towel, and smoke you like weed. Do this once, then repeat. I know the ways one rejoices pain. Extract pleasure out of misery, entertain in ways inhumane. No, I don’t need cocaine. I’m already high. I’m always high. High... Continue Reading →


Lost in the beauty of the night, wild my thoughts are running cold. We’ve had pillow-fight in this room many times before. Now, someone else has held your hands, just like I was told. I would probably leave my bed waiting cold alone for I’m afraid if I fell asleep, since there is a high... Continue Reading →

The Idea of you – III

The idea to pull you out once I’ve pushed you down to be drowned. Fill your lungs with Oxygen, then watch you dry on the ground. So, you would know a near-death experience – exactly how it feels to be in love with you. You may not know how much torment I’ve already gone through... Continue Reading →

King of Hearts

What should I say about me. Lesser is ample. I bet on the last horse. My life-story always a gamble. I deal in codes, words and codewords. I see what's usually not visible. I am a trump card yet to be opened. A king of hearts mostly heartbroken. I converse in verse. I deal with... Continue Reading →


I'm not apt to demonstrate that I care but you would know if I do. This is how I function. You function otherwise, even to the people you shouldn't. I get this part of you. But this is not the thing that keeps us apart. There are many. Don't get me started there. People use... Continue Reading →

in poetry

so when you are bored by your routine, and damn ditched by endorphin. when you’re in need to recharge your batteries. come find me at the bank of my miseries. I’ll put my sting to rest awhile. I won’t bite you. we can plug each other to the cosmic ripple, and let the interstellar magic... Continue Reading →


Holding vigor amid infinite emotional turbulences. Stupid, she continues to smile; won’t let bypass any chances. Peculiar beast; damn particular about who to please. Not everyone deserves to listen to her awe-inspiring heartbeat. A queen of dirty thoughts and truly amazing brain. A tad-crazy dreamcatcher, capable to make anyone insane. Wrapped in her wings, ready... Continue Reading →


Our jaded reality is breaking us at different odds. We are tumbling, circling over varied crossroads. I’m trapped between the interstellar of your eyes. The price would be high, if I make a wish. But darling whatever may this phase stings us with. I am not giving-up on you. Just remember this. Committed to hold... Continue Reading →

Picture Quotes

Hi Folks, Here are some random picture quotes I've posted over the months on twitter. Most of these are a part of my next book venture "The Idea Of You" that should kick off this year. Take a look and enjoy, and don't forget to share your views. Let me know your favorite one too.... Continue Reading →


Sometimes, I feel that my whole existence is an accident. Something that was never desired but happened. Like I’m that speck of the universe that isn’t required. ‘cause when I cry, I often become the source of amusement. My abilities are hated. My sanity is often challenged. I walk in a room and everyone feel... Continue Reading →


A warrior of metaphysical battle, as if she had the weight of whole world on her shoulders. She suffered the curse of Gods, endured the wrath of monsters. Her wings withered. Her body turned a titanium case. Her fingers, wrapped on a spear, forgot how to interlace. Goddess of love, she, had a lot to... Continue Reading →


A queen of misty mornings, As if she was driven to be a hazy reflection. Although fascinated to be loved deep, she pretended to get turned off of affection. Winter often cooled her heating body, Her heart was altogether a different story, Being in love with her could’ve been triumphant, But is already pungent this... Continue Reading →


I miss me. The heartbroken one. Rejected, hungry and broke. Struggling with the whole world against me. But still fighting. Not giving up on the hopes for a better tomorrow. There was a tingling sensation in the tears dripping down my cheeks. There was an unexplainable satisfaction in the lost dreams. When the force to... Continue Reading →

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