Holding Shadows

It has been more than a year
I didn’t see your face
and if I saw it clear
it was over in those days
the last time when I saw you
you waved at me smiling
I thought I should let you go
but I can not help dialing … your number
even when you don’t answer
I do not wish to surrender
and there is only thing that makes me wonder

Should I give up or should I keep on holding shadows?
What if you wish to come back?
or will it make no difference?
Is it already the end?
Should I let you go?
or keep on holding shadows?

I lived a lifetime with you
but died many more
and if you hear me crying
you’ll cry too that I’m sure
these arms won’t fit anywhere
it’s a frame made just for you
every time when I think to let you go
I can not help but waiting for you … little further
even when you don’t answer
I do not wish to surrender
and there is only thing that makes me wonder

Should I give up or should I keep on holding shadows?
What if you wish to come back?
or will it make no difference?
Is it already the end?
Should I let you go?
or keep on holding shadows?

I’ve always believed
everything has a conclusion
the magic that we had
can not end in confusion
but there is other thing too
nothing happens as we assume
and so it makes me wonder
Should I give up or should I keep on holding shadows?
What if you wish to come back?
or will it make no difference?
Is it already the end?
Should I let you go?
or keep on holding shadows?

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  1. Beautiful and so expressive. I like the repetition. I’m sure many people can relate to the pain.

  2. This is so so emotional! Seriously, you never cease to amaze me! I love the reference to the shadows. Don’t hold onto shadows, GO GET THAT GIRL!!!

  3. Your words are so real and genuine in your poems, it’s always like listening to a conversation or being a third ear! Your heart always brings romance to life in a wonderful way with each line you share my brother! Believe me you are very good! Just wanted to remind you of that! Thanks for all of your visits! Blessings!

  4. Man, I envy the way you manage to capture each and every emotion so precisely with your words. Beautiful! 🙂

  5. Should I let you go?
    or keep on holding shadows?.. Lovely!

  6. I love you, Neeraj. You are the magician of words. I simply adore you so much. Let life set me free after some time from the hectic schedule, and then I’ll attack your writings. I so, so, so, want to meet you. =D
    You are brilliant beyond bounds. ❤

    • I love you too dear! Your comments make me feel special. Thank you!!! Meeting in person may not be possible you know 😉 but lets meet on some social network platform -facebook or Skype? My id is nekneeraj. 🙂

  7. very fine and elegant writing. Enjoyed!

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