Moment to Die

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Standing near you that close
I was being restless every second
Inside I was dying
but I had to pretend
that I was calm
I was okay
but I was stupid
and I didn’t initiate,

I wanted to grab your waist
Wanted to roll fingers on your face
Every effort was a waste
But anyhow I wanted to taste
There was something stopping me
Not the crowd, not the place
There was something
and I was dying,

Watching those lovely buds
Rolling around
I was numb
I was senseless
Throat was dry
Brain went silent
Breath was coming in and out
Like I was alive for this only moment,

I tried turn down the urge
Tried put down the feelings
Every effort was a waste
‘Coz any how I wanted to taste
There was something stopping me
Not the crowd, not the place
There was something
and I was dying,

Looking at you that desperately
It was impossible
To hold my feelings
To control my senses
I tried changing my view
So that I don’t look at you
But your questions were playing tricks
Forcing me to look at your lips,

I wanted to hold you very tight
Even if it wasn’t right
Wanted to kiss you for hours
Without losing from my sight
Every emotion was a waste
But I still wanted to taste
There was something stopping me
Stopping me to dare
Reminding something
That I had to care,

I was frozen at one place
Maintaining a safe space
I didn’t want to lose the moment
Neither wanted to hurt your feelings
I had to accept the fact
Accept the reality
That you belong to someone else
And can never be mine..

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