Bleeding Heart

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I have no clue,

My brain has stopped working,

I really can’t think of anything,

Why are you ignoring?

Even when I’m calling you,

Why are you not talking to me?

Either it can be a fear,

Or a really happy news,

That you don’t want me to know,

It just can’t be the anger only,

Have you got engaged?

And marrying your boyfriend,

Are you stepping into a new life?

Going to be a proud wife?

How can I be sad seeing you happy?

Don’t hesitate to tell me,

I really want to know what’s happening with you,

Please let me know what you want me to do,

I’ll go away even from your history,

But please talk to me,

Do you know you’re squeezing my heart?

It’s bleeding,

And I’m pleading,

Talk to me one last time,

Is there a worry you are worried about?

That you’re not getting enough courage to talk about,

Believe me I’ll understand every word without restrain,

I’ll try to heal all of your pain,

I can’t think of anything without talking,

If you really want me to go,

I’ll go away walking,

Washing off my memories from your thoughts,

I’ll clean away everything from your past,

I always knew this is not going to last,

That our relation never had a name,

Things happened as were supposed to happen,

I read the horoscope of 2011,

You won’t believe but it was all already written,

Are you trying to use the past two months as a weapon,

When we were not talking,

Are you thinking that this is the right time to set me free?

You think our relation has been a pain for me,

‘Coz I am not going to get you ever,

You think if you don’t talk to me further,

If you ignore without a reason proper,

I’ll start hating you and my love will vanish,

And every emotion will just finish,

I say, you are taking me wrong,

It won’t change even if I am gone,

I always knew that I can never earn you,

But I love you ‘coz I love loving you,

I really want to know what you are up to,

Tell me everything you’re going through,

I’ll do anything you would want me,

But please talk to me,

Do you know you’re squeezing my heart?

It’s bleeding,

And I’m pleading,

Talk to me one last time.

12 Comments Add yours

  1. abichica says:

    my heart is literally bleeding because of this beautiful creation…

    1. Neeraj Kumar says:

      Sorry for being the cause of your pain.. 😦 .. but thank you for liking it 🙂

  2. veehcirra says:

    Awwww, this is enough to make her talk at least one last time…where does love go?

    1. Neeraj Kumar says:

      I hope so.. but It isn’t seeming to work 😦

  3. veehcirra says:

    Am sorry to hear that…you never know…down the line the eyes of the heart do open…

    1. Neeraj Kumar says:

      Hmm.. sometimes you only are left with believing in destiny..

  4. Ayasonice says:

    I feel the deep hurt expressed here, bro! We sometimes don’t understand the reason behind the action of others but it’s all about self preservation. I pray all your wounds will heal and that with time, this experience would have made you stronger. Continue to press on, my dear.

    1. Neeraj Kumar says:

      Thank you Ayasonice!

  5. Sometimes silence hurts much more than any bad word spoken. I’ve been there, I’ve done that /waiting for a word/ and I truly understand the pain, the anxiety, but in situations like this only time heals whatever love broke … and sometimes the support of a friend! Be well! Hugs from Athens!

    1. Neeraj Kumar says:

      You probably are right. Thanks for your comment, It really means a lot!

  6. words4jp says:

    I feel like I am having this conversation with him everyday.

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