Thousand Times

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Thousand times I looked into these eyes
I’ve seen pouring emotions
And dazzling feelings
Why couldn’t I see the lies?
Thousand times I listened to this heartbeat
I’ve heard the mounting affection
And comforting relation
Why couldn’t I hear the cries?

If you weren’t looking forward
Why didn’t you prevent
If you weren’t being happy
Why didn’t you offend?
How disgust does it feel now?
You can not understand
Better would have been the early end!

Thousand times it seemed so true
Always there was someone everywhere
Everywhere was only you
How will I forgive myself?
How will I forget you?
So tough it’ll be now
To trust my own instincts
Even if not for you,

How can I accept?
That I was being an obligation
Every moment you were dying
Under the burden of our relation
You should have shown faith in me
You should have told me your complications
I would have let you go away
Far away from this howling suffocation.

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  1. This is riveting! … awesome expression mingled with misery. I feel it in my bones. Very touching, indeed.

  2. I love the back and forth of the struggle of letting someone go to protect them. Lovely poem.

  3. Thats a wonderful piece!

  4. I loved the emotions you talked about in this poem… Sometimes, love is about letting the other person leave, because you know they aren’t happy with you. 🙂 It’s not easy, but if you want someone to be happy, it is necessary.

  5. Like so many poems, it is an interesting realization that something in your own life brings you read them from an unexpected direction. Very well done.

  6. Sakes this is bleeding…I am holding back tears. This is frightfully good.

  7. Thank you for visitng my spiritually-centered poetry site this a.m. Your work is beautifully done and reminds me of my own work. I am now an official follower. I thought I was somewhat a poet until I read your work. I now realize I have a long way still to go.

    • Thank you John for being so humble.. I am glad that you liked my work. I liked the way you portrayed your experience through “Hell is real”, it is so realistic and forces the reader to think deeply. We all are the beginners and will always remain midway as learning is endless. I am looking forward to read more of your work, I’m sure i’ll learn so a lot from your experience.

    • There are certain comments posted on WordPress sites that are more a token than one of thoughtful meaning. Once in a while, a true thoughtful posting comes one’s way….such as is the case with this comment. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts. Blessings in your individual journey.

  8. Everything I mean every single line speaks truth!
    I loved it!

  9. Love is complicated, but nevertheless a beautiful with its thorns and colorful petals! Keep writing!

  10. A sincere thought and the unbearing pain can be seen thru the words… ,
    only if you would have expressed your discomfort,
    I would have created a world different from here,
    with my words and passion of undying love,
    soothing your senses to the ultimate level….

    It was awesome Neeraj! 🙂

  11. Nice poem…….awesome….i….like it…:-)

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